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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 { 5:51 PM }

My younger times :D

LIL LIL LIL CHERYL TIME :D
I'm talking t Rayna & She asked me to change peeeekture.
Then I saw my young pics! HAHHA!
So here they are!
VERY TOOT ONE :D

Cheryl blogged @ 6.01 PM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008 { 6:56 PM }

My life ain't colorful enough;

I am moving through the crowd
Trying t find myself
Feel like a guitar thats never played
Will someone strum away?
And I ask myself, Who do I wanna be?
Do I wanna throw away the key?
And invent a whole new me,
& I tell myself, No one..
No one, don't wanna be, no one..
But me.

Life's good I can't complain
I mean I could but no one's listening =/
Your image overwhelms my brain & it feels good (:
I'm just gonna smile & keep quiet, live & love my life my way.
I'll pretend nothing's wrong, lock myself in & shut the door.
Silent cries & muffled screams,
It hurts like f-u-c-k.
& It feels gooooooood.

But I'll just pretend everything's alrite, yes alrite.
Prentend the pain's not there.
Yes not there.
(:
& Fucking forget everything & I'll feel okay.
I guess.

Oh yah, today just sucked okay.
Damn embarrassing );
I fell down the god damnit stairs.
LIKE WTHHHHH, I was damn embarrasssssed okay!
& Somemore Cassandra & her friends were there & they were like, are you okay?
-.-
AHHHHHHH, I'm sooooo embarrassssssed! Like shitxzsxzsxz!
& Mah ass hurts like hell.
):
Stupid stairs.

BYEBYE!

Cheryl blogged @ 7.20 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008 { 7:38 PM }

Dance my life away ;

Cheryl says Hi, Goodybye & I'll never see you again.

Hello world (:
Its 27 April today.
Its been 3 months & 10 days ever since Evan;YESYES :D
Evan asked me t persevere.
I'll try, its just so difficult okay D:
26 April, a day full of agony, laughter & moodswings.
Well, it was my loveliest sister's birthday (:
AngelaFooWeiQin, My real blood sister.
Oh yeh, we were supposed t celebrate on this day, but she din want so we changed it to today (:
Wellll, today was another ordinary day.
Aunty came t my house to pass us something, then after that she fetched us to some bus stop so that we can take a bus t sengkang directly.
So yeah, reached sengkang, met Aunt Dhengkin! (:
Its been sooooooooo long since I ever met her y'know!
I think it's been a few years.
Aunt Dhengkin watched me grow up (:
So when we saw her, she was like so shocked cos me & my sister changed so much.
Okay, maybe we din change but its becos we neh see each other so long siols!
Heeeeeh, once in a lifetime chance, so we asked her to stay for lunch since we celebrating er jie's b'day mah :D
Then after talking, we went to sit down in jack's place & waited for Er Jie.
Soon, she came.
& Aunty Dhengkin tio shocked sia! xD
Haha, cos Angela now become so ah boiiii.
Then the last time she saw her was when she was veh young ley, ahaha.
Damn funehhhhhh! (:
Then we waited then ordered our food.
Me, Erjie & Dajie ate steak (:
Medium, not medium rare, later so bloody.
Mama & Aunt D. ate fishyyyy!
Lawl, then yeh lor. The food came & we were like mmmmm, so nice.
Then when erjie & dajie eat their's, EW, SO BLOODY!
EW, SO TOUGH! Then I kept quiet cos mine was okay! xD
Damn funnehh laaaa. Hahhaa! Then we all happily eat.
Eat finish alrd, dessert came then everybody don't like cos very disgusting ley <:
So, me & erjie go play with food! Hahaha!
So fun la, we mix here mix there, destroy the whole place, so messy xD
Then the waiter keep looking at us, then I was like, aiya, nehmind one!
We paid for all these y'know! xD
Hahahha! Yeah lo(:
Then after we play finish, time for bill la dey.
THEN, we suppose to treat Aunt D. cos so long neh see, once in a lifetime mah.
Then she dowan, she go run to the counter & stop the guy & ask him to take her card -.-
We were like wth! Then my mother go there stop aunt D. then very funny la.
Pay money also must qiang, dowan money, gimme la!
LOL, no la. I not so moneh face deh. xD
Then finish alrd, Aunt D. had t go tampines run errand, so we said byebye[:
Then we walkwalk a while, then I had t go elizabeth's house for tuition ><
No la, she helping me wit maths [:
Baobao supposed to come one la -.-
Assholeeeeee! Then left me alone lor.
So when I walking down the stairs & walking to my friend's house hor, I was thinking,
maybe can see Rayna here, cos she stay here also mah.
Then really leh!
I walking walking then saw her & her sister! :D
Then we smilesmile, then off we went! :D
Then tuition finish alrd, damn sian, went t compasspoint walkwalk.
Then went t heartland t meet mama, walkwalk, eat & saw Mabel, so cute luh she! ;D
Home-ed & Here I am typing, bye peepos! :D

Cheryl blogged @ 8.02 PM

Friday, April 25, 2008 { 6:39 PM }

Browsing through pictures, Last years memories :D
No matter how unglam or ugly they maybe, they still hold a place in my heart :D

I so so so miss the past ):
When everything { maybe not all } was perfect.
Sigh.
I want the paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast!
Life is so different now, here.
YEAH ):